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I've started making some "Music" In my spare time and I have three albums That I'm Struggling to Pick which one to go with first. The Three possible Album Rotation I have are:

1. Lord Save My People
2. Run Home At Night
3. EXKOMOS

Lord Save My People - A potential Gospel Album where I discuss my faith and some Christian hypocrisy that I usually live with in other people

Run Home At Night - A horror/creepy Album. Kinda Like Friday the 13th but if it was an Album

EXKOMOS - EKXOMOS is VERY, VERY, IMMENSELY YEEZUS inspired. I even have some of YEEZUS 2 downloaded. And I might "Rap" Over "The World" Usually what plan to do Is just have a bytebeat song, sampled drums from youtube, and do a little bit of editing for me to do what I want over.

And for each album, I try to keep it minimal. Min - 6 Max - 9

If you are reading this, just quickly skim through my art page. Like really quick. As in, you click my first piece on my profile. then somewhere in the middle, then my latest one.

And tell me what you think I should improve on

I would rather die than be an expert at drawing bland, generic, normal things.

The lack of creativity is dull and the removal of creativity is lobotomy

Shit that is on my mind

1. Jesus

2. Anime babes

3. Tomorrow

Generally, I just saw a video on Tiktok responding to a bunch of "Christian" hate on her previous video and she drew a demon with that crying baby scene from family guy with Brian. And that genuinely got me thinking, what in Gods name was she thinking she would accomplish. Like it would scare the haters away. I honestly don't get any type of content like that. Yk, the "screw the haters imma do my own thing" type content. I have a distinct feeling that people who over obsess with not giving a fuck what the "haters" say and do what they want are entitled and self absorbed to cover their deep sense of sadness and lack of control. Mostly because they spew out these affirmations that they don't care what other people think so much. I mean to be fair, if you really want the "haters" to know you don't give a fuck. How about you just shut up and do it. Or shut up and move on. Yeah that's the right order of... Things. And this can be applied to every other self absorbed internet influencer. I don't care how "down to earth" they are. 90% of internet are idiots. And the ones that aren't, flaunt themselves with their intelligence so much that people don't want to hear their enlightened facts on things, just shut up. I hopefully used "flaunt" in the right context. Flaunt sounds like someone bragging or, when someone is all like "omg you didn't know ? Listen here idiot. This is the truth and my truth alone is correct and anything you say against it, I'll use my 100 IQ in debating skills just to win this argument and not actually prove or correct anything". People like that ----------^ are so fucking pretentious (I think pretentious is the right word) It actually makes me want to be more ignorant. People like that make it so hard to be open minded, and then they complain how close minded everyone is. Where was I ? Oh yeah some girl on Tiktok scaring off her Christian haters lol. I was dead after seeing that video, like did she think in her head "gee golly, I'm getting alot of hate from some Christians of my creepy depiction of their God. I should make a drawing of me as a super creepy demon with a satanic mark on my head and a wimpy scared Christian gray man blob holding a cross. That'll sure get em, gosh I really deserve another coffee. I am just killing it" I don't really hate the creator. And just to clear up, demons aren't some little red cunt with horns and a symbol on their head. And Satan isn't some big baddie in hell that rules the shit. If that comes across as a surprise to you then I really suggest doing some deep research. And no we Christians don't hate gay people. And just because a lot of us do, doesn't mean we we're told to do so because of the bible.